I am in a rotten mood.
It took me much longer to fall asleep last night than I wanted it to. I woke up this morning, for the second day in a row, an hour before I was supposed to, for no reason at all. Yesterday I woke up at 6 and thought I'd stay in bed until 7, when my alarm would go off. I still had my cold, so while I was lying in bed I started feeling really crappy, and after I did get up I ended up falling asleep on Jennie's spare bed while borrowing her computer. I woke up two hours later and felt completely awful, so I decided I wasn't going in to work. I spent the next three hours on the couch watching Gilmore girls.
This morning I woke up at 6 for no reason and, remembering yesterday's incident, knew I had to get out of bed then if I was going to be on time to work. Of course this put me in a crabby mood though, because I do NOT like being awake before I have to be when it's before 9 am. Not wanting to wake Megan up, I went to the living room, where, for who knows what reason, Lili was asleep. So I went to her room and sat on the floor texting Mike. Who is now sick, and apparently worse than I was, because he has a fever.
This is completely insensitive of me, but I am upset by the fact that he's sick; first, of course, because I don't like him being sick; second, because naturally he got sick the very day I was feeling better; third, because he's sicker than I was and somehow it always seems like he has more valid reasons for staying home from work than I do, and I feel like a slacker. But I really was sick. And fourth, I think I'm bitter that he can just run home to his mom as soon as he gets sick, and I can't.
You know, I hope none of my Utahn roommates are offended by this, but I really do get bitter when they all go home, and it's weird because it never bothered me before. I like living away from home, I've never minded it. But I guess I've also never had THIS many locals in my life before. My roommates were always much more diversified, and now I have four roommates and a boyfriend who all live within an hour of here. Crap.
So now I'm at work and I'm FREEZING, and I'm wearing a sweater and I have a blanket on and my supervisor today is pretty much useless. I had to wait at her desk for like a full two or three minutes while she discussed her soccer game schedule with one of the guys here so I could ask her a question, and then she explained everything that I'd learned on the first day of training in really good detail like I didn't know what I was doing. I wanted to kick her, it was so irritating. And I don't want to deal with people today.
Also, I'm texting Mike and I know he's sick and I know we're texting so it's not a very expressive method of conversation, but he is NOT catching on to how crabby I am right now and I even flat out told him. He just says things like "oh that's no bueno" and then starts talking about something else. Grr. I want SYMPATHY!
So I'm sitting here trying to remember how long it usually takes to warm up a little bit in here, and it seems like it should be starting to do that already. It's almost 10, I've almost been here two hours. I guess maybe around 11? Stupid air conditioning. I'll probably have to step outside soon.
I think I'm just going to keep this open throughout the day so I can add my latest gripes to it, or open it occasionally and edit it as I have things to add.
So our phone system has a little box that stays up on the screen while you're logged into it, and when you get a call it shows the conversation that you're in, and it also shows your status, so when you finish a call it says "Entering Notes" until you change it to Available or something else. Well the supervisors have started going around and looking at everyone whose status is Entering Notes and telling them to change it to something else, even if what they're doing IS entering notes, just because they don't want us to be on Entering Notes for more than three minutes after a phone call. Which I think is silly. And annoying when someone keeps coming around and telling people to change it.
I'm in a much better mood now. But I'm still going to post this because otherwise my venting will have been in vain.
I talked to a cute old lady from California who told me I was sweet and that I had a pretty accent, and then Mike sent me a random text telling me I'm gorgeous, so I'm a little cheered up now. :)